After fall term

After fall terms in ICU, I have to do or want to do many things!

1.     I go to a shop to sell my goods

I have many goods. So I sell this to a shop. I dispose of unnecessary things.

2.     I read many books

I love reading. But recently I was very busy. I cannot read

3.     I go to café

I am interested in café. I research and go to café!

4.     I write something

I love writing. I have many things that I want to write.

5.     I make many foods.

I like this class. I am sad because this class finished. I learned many things. I keep writing!

Week 9

How was SE?
I enjoy SE! I think this lecture is best in form term. I want to take this course again!

What did I learn/discover during this course?

1.    I discover many genre of writing. For example, short story. I think there is not short story in Japan. When I listened to short story, I imagine short story is like poem. But, short story is different from poem.

2.    I learn how to write. For example, if we write something, we observe many things. Observation is important process to write! I write blog or publishing with thinking about observation. I learn this thing in this lecture including the lecture from Kathleen.

3. I think that writing makes me enjoy or happy. When I write something, I become my mind calm. This is precious experience.

4. I think that writing reflects on own experience by reading other people’s publishing. We always experience many things. Around us, there exist many happiness things, sad things and something like that. Writing connects with living.

5. Finally, I learn what I really want to write. Every times, I always think about something. But I did not express this thinking, ideas. But, through this lecture, I think about myself and I want to know myself. This is important things. I wrote writing is important to observe. But important thing is not only this. Writing makes me to think about myself. I learn and discover this fact.

Writing is difficult things for me. However, writing teaches many things. When I share our publishing, I feel embarrassed. But many people read my publishing and have many impressions, it is wonderful things. This lecture is finished. But, I continue to write many things because I love writing!

My blunder

Today I go out in my house in usual times. However I forget print that submitted today on the way. I returned to my house and bring print. I am late about 20 minutes. I go to the station again. I give up being in time for class. I ride on Shounan Shinzyuku Line. Shounan Shinzyuku line does not crowed compared with I usually ride on it. After 30 minutes, I ride on Chuuou line. Chuuou line does not crowed too. I sit down and read books. In train, there are only 10 people. I am surprised! Then I ride on bus. I go to ICU. Fourtunaly, I am in time for class!

Fixed week8 What do I want my obituary to say?

Mariko Ando, resident of Kanagawa, passed away September 27, at the age of 81 in book's world.

Ms. Ando was born May 28, 1992, in Yokohama city in Japan. She entered Christianity kindergarten and spends all Christianity school in Japan. When she was child, she always thinks "I go to the world of books!" She granted this dream. After graduated university, a scientist developed the machine that people can go into books. And then scientist recruited a guinea pig. She applies this recruit and then she went to the world of books.

Then she always stayed into books. She seldom went back this world. But, she feels so happy. She loves the world of books, and she is loved by books.

Important to write

I respect many writers because they are artistic, not giving up writing and always thinking about many things. But especially I respect a man. He is always artistic (hair, fashions and life). He loves writing. His passion focused on writing. He always explores “Reality” in the world and writes his work. He does not like imagination. He writes only reality. So he acts many things even if things or situations are dangerous. It is cool I think. I learned how to write from him. He often is called “strength person”. However he is write earnestly! So I respect and I love him!

My two dogs stayed home

Yesterday, I went to go shopping with my family. My two dogs stayed home into dog’s cage. I sure hook of cage be closed many times. And then we went to out my home. After two or three hours, we came to back my house with many bags in cosmetics, accessories and foods (I bought hamburger at Burger King!) I got down car and then I entered my house with opening key. As soon as opening key, two dogs sprang out of my house. I was surprised because they were into the cage with closed hook. “Why?” I thought. I look dog’s cage. I recognized why my two dogs were out of cage. In cage, it has two doors. Two doors have each hook. However I forgot closed one door’s hook. So they went out cage. My family is laughing.

Fixed week7 What is my view of about religion?

I think religion is emotional support for people. For example, in the case of Christianity, when people are sadness or experience bad events, people read bible. After reading bible or pray for God, maybe people will feel calm. This removes nervous from people. Religious has strength power to make people to be calm down. Also, religion give people to consider many things in the world, for example living, war, considering about myself and something like that. This is precious time. Also, religion always leads people to be certain living. However, we have to know happened war by people having different religion. This is serious problem I think.

If I could change one thing about myself, what would be do?

If I change my born, I want to be born in book world. I love reading many books. I always think that I want to go in the world of book when I was 3 or 4 years. In the world of books, there are many witches, animals and ghost. Also, there happened strength or romantic events. This is interested for me. However I understand it is difficult to go the world of books. I always asked to other people why we do not go to the world of books. However everyone did not answer my question. They only said “we do not go to this world.” I feel very sad. Now, I become to be adult not child, I continue to want to go the world of books.

Fixed week6 What does "love" mean to me?

It is difficult question for me. Also, it is difficult to define the word of love. I love my family. But I do not understand "love" to other people.

In my opinion, although this opinion always change, I think love is 思いやり. If people 思いやる to other people, this is love I think. But this is difficult for me to do. So I learn to do 思いやり. I think that love is marvelous. If all of the people love to other people, this will connect with future. It dreams come true to be peace.

An accident resulting in injury or death

I watched an accident resulting in injury or death in Mitaka station. A fire company went plat home early with stretcher. It was so panicked in Mitaka station. I felt the strain.
Recently, there often happened an accident resulting in injurny or death in station. These accidentｓ show sad for people. We should solve this problem. However, the company of station do not show countermeasure. This is so problem, I think. The company of station should make fence above station. I know it cost to make fence above station. However I think that it is important for people to protect people live not money. I hope that it reduce an accident resulting in injury or death.

Fixed week 5 What is “happiness” to me?

This is difficult for me to answer question. But I think I always happiness. This answer is resembled to most precious thing (fixed 3). I cannot struggle from hunger. If I feel I am hungry, I always buy foods or water by money. Moreover I have many clothes, books and technology goods (for example personal computer, mobile phone and something like that). And I go to ICU University. Finally, I have family. This is evidence of my happiness. In Japan, there are many people who lived difficulty. In the world, there are many hungry or thirsty people. I cannot help these people, but I can pray for people in the world. So, I always pray happiness in the world. I want to be happiness in the world.

If I had a billion yen, what would I use it for?

If I had a billion yen, I will save money because I want to leave much money for my children. To leave money for children is duty of parents. So, I think I will do. However, I will use little money for my wanted things for example, books, DVDs, CDs and something like that. I love books. I always read many books. However, I do not have enough money to buy books. So, I always borrow books in ICU library or nearby library. But actually, I want to put many books in my room. I always my favorite scene read again. If I borrow books in library, I cannot read again when I make up reading again. So, if I had a billion yen, I save much money for my children. But I use little money for my wanted things.

Fixed week 4 My strengths and weaknesses

     It is difficult for me to answer this question. My greatest strengths are always brimming with health. Also, I hardly give up many things. I have dream when I was elemental school. My dream is difficult to realize, but I realize it. I do not give up! I do not like give up.

     In my weak points, I cannot adjust my pace to others. I always live with my pace. When I go to trip with my friends, I always lose sight of my friends because I act by my feeling or curiosity. If I want to go a shop, I go to this shop alone without informed. This is my weakness.

Happening in my leg

On Tuesday, my legs had a trouble. I got into a 湘南新宿 line. Then I sat down seat with reading novels and soon I slept. After 30 minutes, train arrived 新宿 station. I woke up and stood up. But something is strange. While I walked, I noticed my left leg was strange. I could not straighten my left leg. Also, my left leg had painful. I walked with a limp. After attended class, I went to bonesetter’s office. In bonesetter’s office, I had massage in my left leg. Doctor said “The reason why your leg feel painful is the weather changed from hot to cold suddenly. Your left leg will be able to cure soon.” I felt relieved. On my way home from bonesetter’s office, I thought my left leg was like an old person and also I thought I had to exercise.

My dream

     I watched dream everyday when I slept. My dream is always strange and funny. I talk about dream at last night.

     I go to school by car because new school term begins. I arrive at classroom and then I exchange greeting or talk about vacation with my section mates. I heard man enters hospital because he is sick. (Actually, this man is character in book. However, in my dream, this man is my good friends.) I am anxious about him, I rush out of classroom and then I am going to go hospital. Yet, I do not know where he enters hospital. I tell section mates about his hospital, however, I cannot tell. I cannot operate my words such as words are against me. I am flurried with recalling his sad face. I say in the mind,“hurry,hurry,hurry!”

     Then I wake up. I like him (character in book) more and more.

Fixed Week 3

・what is the most precious thing in my life?

     My most precious thing is that my family lived healthy and nothing trouble. When I was children, my body was so weak. I always went to hospital and repeat to be hospitalized and left hospital. While entered hospital, I always did drip of water and stayed on the bed. I was boring, so I looked down parking area from window and counted car number or people. Also, I feared night because I was alone. I wanted to left hospital but it has long time by cured my body.

     Now, my body is health. I hardly catch a cold and always go to university. I do not rest high school and university! My family is also health. This is my precious thing!

Fixed week2 Who am I?

     I ask who I am by myself. However, I cannot understand who I am. Where do I come from after all? Where do I go to? Why was I born? Why was I selected? Who do select me? I cannot understand these questions although I live my life for 20 years.
     Human are born by fertilization in mother. Before fertilization, spermatozoon exist about one hundred million to 4 hundred million. However, to able to be fertilized is only one spermatozoon. This one spermatozoon is I, In short, living human now.
     We are the exits of selected from so many spermatozoon. Why are we selected? Who do select us in spermatozoon? Its fact is mystery and miracle. I cannot understand these questions. However, I think that people have reason why people were born each people. I want to know this reason. Also, I think that to know this reason is one of meaning of living for me.
     I want to approach the reason of who am I through Personal Writing.

My two dogs

I have two dogs. One’s name is Popura and the other’s name is Lisian. Popura and Lisian were originally dogs in Guide Dog’s association.

I continue to volunteer in Guide Dog’s association when I was elementary school student. I experienced many volunteer. First, I experienced ‘puppy worker’. Puppy worker is looking after and growing up dog (this dog is prospective of Guide dog) as one of my family until this dog gets 1 year. I experienced puppy worker twice and one dog named Kiki became Guide dog. Kiki worked as Guide dog for ten years and then in this year, Kiki retired Guide dog. Other dog named Popura could not become Guide dog because Popura got sick in her mind. Popura retired training to become Guide dog and then Popura return to my home. Popura became my dog officially. Dog like Popura called ‘career change dogs’. It is difficult to become Guide dog even if it was borned many prospective of Guide dog.

After experienced puppy worker twice, I volunteered as ‘breeding volunteer’. Breeding volunteer is different from puppy worker. Breeding volunteer is keeping mother’s dog and then giving birth to dog’s baby from mother’s dog in my house. I keep Lisian when she was three months. Lisian was grown up like mother’s dog not prospective of Guide dog. Lisian gave birth to babies three times and then I grew up Lisian’s baby three times until baby gets two months. After growing up baby in my house until baby gets two months, baby go to puppy worker as prospective of Guide dog. Lisian’s dogs active in many places now.

Finally, I volunteer to keep baby’s dog now. These babies come from many countries for example UK, Australia and Taiwan. I grow up these babies until they go to puppy worker. I experienced this volunteer once a month. I am busy when I keep baby dogs. However, baby dogs are so cute. I grow up babies by the mind of their mother.

I learned from many things through volunteer of Guide dog’s association for example difficult of growing up babies, the mind of considerate of family. I continue to volunteer because volunteer show me many things and make me grow up.

Who am I? 10×10 slides

I explain my presentation.
1.I like watching sports on TV.
2.I love watching soccer game on TV.
3.I watched soccer game between Japan and Iraq.
4.I respect Keisuke Honda.
5.I like someting relation with soccer.
6.My favorite soccer comic books is whistle.
7.Whistle show me that mind of not giving up and always stand up.
8.Yomiuri news paper recruited comment as impressed sports books.
9.I send comments writing about whistle.
10.I assist soccer every day!

Today, I did presentation inlecture. I like presentation, but I always strained in my presentation. Also, it has timer in this presentation. I worried about run out of time. In different to my anxiety, I think that my presentation is finished safety and I was relieved. I keep this succeed, and then I hold out next presentation! My presentation focuses one of my hobbies, watching soccer game, because I have many hobbies. Actually, I want to talk about all my hobbies through Personal Writing. Therefore, I think writing my hobbies in my blog. I grow up this presentation. I am deeply grateful to classmates and Mark because they listened serious, laughed and asked many questions. Thank you for listening to my presentations.

Fixed week1

・Why did I decide to take this class?

I hoped to take this class because I need to understand what I really do and what have to do by thinking myself while I am university student. I don’t think myself carefully and then often lost myself in busy day. However, this situation is bad for me. I always need to look myself carefully. If I think myself calmly, I can discover new aspects of myself. If I meet with new myself, I think that every day is wonderful. In this class, I want to learn myself through Personal Writhing. I believe Personal Writing will be irreplaceable lecture for me.

・Do you like to write? Why or why not?

I love writing because I can know my honest feeling through writing. When there happened sad event for me, I change my feeling from negative to positive and I clear my feeling by writhing. Also, I can understand my fault and recover my presence of mind by writing. I can look myself objectively. Writing present many possibility for me!